I’m contemplating suicide. The ideation a are swarming my mind my moths swarm flames. Fuck this shit I’m over it I just want to end it all. The last three times I failed but maybe this time I won’t.
- 2 months ago
Why do I feel this way? Why am I so fucking sad? Why do I want to end my life? Is it cause I’m fucking stupid? I have someone that is so special to me and makes me so happy, but I’m so depressed?! What the fUCK?! I guess I’m just a dumb ass. Yeah, that’s it. I’ve been through so much shit and help so many people through their shit And now I’m going through it. It’s not karma, what is it? Is it because I don’t believe in god? Is it because I’m just a lost cause? What the FUCK is it? Fuck this shit. I’m staying.